What’s up!? =)

It’s been a while since I last updated my blog, have been busy & kinda lazy Anyway, I turned another year older & I enjoyed it with some of my closest friends; nothing fancy about it, just purely fun & kulitan. I helped out in cooking & it was great! They loved my carbonara & all the stuffs we have prepared …but I’d be happier if Chris & my family were there to celebrate my special day, sigh!!!

 

Right before my birthday, I went through some emotional stress which was patched up gradually. Thanks so much to my dear Chris who never failed to understand my sentiments; it was such a relief to air out everything. Thank you for always being strong for me mahal, I love you! & of course, thank you for my trusted friends who cared to listen & paid attention to my emotions.

 

& finally, the moment I have been waiting for is almost at my grasp! I already have a date formy vacation, yahoo!!! I already made an early booking so to avoid any delays or any interruptions. I am sooooooooooooooooo excited about it! I started buying some stuffs for my pasalubong, I really can’t wait! I just hope Chris could also make it the same date; anyway, he is the one who asked me for that date so he should do whatever it takes, hehehe!

 

I’m coming home!!!!! …. ooops, before I forget, Happy mother’s day to all the moms in the world! 

Missing Him :(

It’s been a couple of months now since Chris & I are having this not so good working schedule. As for me, it’s still the usual morning to afternoon shift, but as for him, though it’s still the same like afternoon to evening shift, he could no longer  give enough time for me coz the work load that he has right now is just so tight . The time he has left for me is soooo soooo minimal, 2-3 sms in a  day & if I’m lucky enough, then I could receive 1 call from him  I miss those times when he used to check on me, those times when he used to call me (5-6 times a day), those times when he used to make some funny & sweet things for me, those times when we could talk anytime of the day. Sigh! It’s really so saddening coz we’re already apart from each other & yet, we can’t be able to enjoy the only time that we have because of his busy schedule, huhuhu! I can really feel the long wait, I can really feel that he’s miles away from me, but what can I do? I have no control over this matter, sigh! … I just need to bear with it & patiently understand that it is his work…that I still need to be thankful that despite of his busy & hectic schedule, we are still here for each other, coping & holding.

 

Life is sometimes so cruel….it can make you feel so so low

Miss Saigon

Since I have nothing much to do in the office, I thought of browsing in the net & search for some movie summaries & reviews. I’ve checked for both old & new movies & then after a while, the musical play which I have been wanting to see for so long suddenly popped up in my mind, the Miss Saigon, so I immediately checked on it. Aside from the fact that it was popularized by our very own, Ms. Lea Salonga, I was really captivated by the beautiful yet very sad story of Kim. By the way, I was also delighted by the name which they have chosen to use  for the lead role, Kim   Actually, I only knew quite a few about the musical play, few songs, few infos, which I have learned from my sister who’s also an enthusiast. It was only yesterday when I was able to understand & feel the struggles & sacrifices of Kim as a lover & as a mother when I’ve got the chance to read it’s synopsis (synopsis pa lang, sobrang carried away na ako) & when I read the lyrics of the songs, wow! they were all well written, it really gave me goosebumps most esp. the songs, Please, You Will Not Touch Him & I Still Believe. No wonder it has acquired a lot of nominations & awards back then. Also, I got really surprised, as in really surprised when I came to know that the name of Kim’s love interest in the story was Chris, wow! what a coincidence, lolz   Knowing that both our names were used in the story as lead roles made me even more drawn & hooked & very much affected, (well, knowing me ) so,  from 11am til 6pm, I just did nothing but to check on the net about the play & their love story…In fact, until 12 md I was still wide awake reading & watching the play, I even watched the audition of Ms. Lea S. , I just enjoyed watching her…She’s so amazing!

 

I’ll look for a book, Miss Saigon & hopefully I could also find a DVD copy of it,I am really so in love with the story, mabigat nga lang talaga sa kalooban … Now, I am into Les Miserables, another good & heart-rending story…Am sure, it will also consume me.

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Reminiscing…

It’s been 1 yr. since my dear Chris visited me here in Dubai, time flies really so fast & before we know it, it already passed by. I remember our funny encounter at the Airport; I was not able to see him at first as he went on the other side of our meeting place. After a few minutes of waiting, he called me up & asked where was I (terrified that I might not meet him up ), & then he told me where he was. Immediately, I went there, but when I got there, I still couldn’t see him as he was standing from afar, but good thing that I was with ate Josie who has a very clear eyesight there she saw Chris waving at us. I rushed to him right away & welcomed him…then we kissed & hugged each other (aaaaw! ). That moment was really funny & at the same time, very memorable for both of us; it was our first time to be together! (knowing our love story), yet we didn’t felt like it because of our closeness. It was really a happy, exciting, funny & of course, a very lovable experience.

 

Until now, there are times that I couldn’t believe that we are romantically involved with each other, that we are bonded with a strong relationship for it was really so so unbelievable, maybe this is one of the wonders of Love….FAITH.

 

9 mos. from now, we will be seeing each other again, but this time, it will be in our home country, Philippines. I’ve got a lot of plans in my mind & have a lot of preparations to do. Almost everyday, I am writing a lot of things about our vacation, the things to buy (pasalubong), the itineraries, errands & the like. I’m sure, few days or rather, few weeks before going back home again, I’ll be going through a lot of sleepless nights.

Yahoo! =)

Just this morning, our GM (General Manager) spoke to us & informed us that starting this week, we will be having a 2 days off!  it’s definitely a wish come true! We were actually trying to convince him before to allow us to have a 2 days off but he was so reluctant, not until this morning when he finally decided …Well actually, it is only temporary since the business operation is not that tight, but we’re still grateful  that at least we were still still granted a 2 days off . It is really a big favour for all of us, we could save our time & energy (I could spend more time for sleeping, hehehe!) & most impoartant of all, we could save our pennies …Thank you boss for such a wonderful token!

More, more, more token to come!

Joyful friday…

After quite some time, I was again able to attend the service at the church yesterday. I was able to hear the good news & was able to worship & praise God  once again. It was awesome & really delightful as always, faith, love & hope were given emphasis to. But yesterday was something special, special in a way that it can be considered as one of the most remarkable services in the church, maybe because of  the special guest pastor who ministered the service.  We really enjoyed his preaching that was delivered in a very different way. He conveyed the message with  some funny stories, he actually gave us a good laugh & a good preaching at the same time. The sermon was so light yet very meaningful one. All in all, my Faith in our Lord just gotten stronger.

 

After church, we headed to City Center to accompany my best friend to look for a digicam & then after, we had a short stroll..oops, I forgot to tell, we bought some clothes too! but not those expensive ones ok?

 

Before the day ends, I spent few moments chatting with my good (HS) friend, we had a warm sharing of our dreams, plans, endeavors, friendship etc. etc.  it was in fact a very good one. Actually, it’s not the first time that we had talked about those things, it’s just that, we just love & enjoy talking about it (it feels so good to talk about your dreams & plans right?) But, our conversation last night was somewhat different,  it was more dearly & more friendly, he really surprised me with his words, or maybe we were just too emotional & too sentimental, hehehe! but seriously, it was really so touching. I really appreciate talking to him about such things because knowing his personality, Oh!  you wouldn’t even think that he can be so serious, hehehe!   But I told him that deep down his mishievous acts, I know that a good person lies within. By the way, I have known this friend of mine for more than 10 yrs now, but we were not given the chance to establish a good relationship as friends way back then, it was only year 2006 when we started talking & established our real friendship. Well, I guess, it doesn’t really matter how long have you been friends & time won’t only be the basis of your friendship…For me it’s the way how you value, maintain & keep your friends that really matters.

Our little angel! =)

Last night, I dreamt that one of my desirable wishes came true. I dreamt that I gave birth to a baby boy! Actually, it was the second time already, I hope it is already a sign (wishful thinking! ). My dream felt so real!  It was so vivid that I really thought  it was actually happening. I was able to see him, touch him, caress him, hug him & kiss him! I was just so happy to have him! He is so healthy & he really looks like an angel!…But then, Chris sent an sms message so I was awaken, hmp! & then I realized that it was only a dream  (really hope that it’s already for real!).

I prayed to God after that, I thanked him & I told him that it feels so good to feel this way, that even in my dreams I was able to fulfill the joy of motherhood.

Isn’t it too obvious that I’m really really looking forward to have my little angel?  Well, I really am! …We really are!

See you soon our little angel! Can’t wait to have you!…We love you soooo sooo much!!!!

For You My Love…

I am so happy & so thankful for this special day & for always. I could no longer express it through words. I have already told you million times how grateful & blessed I am to have such a wonderful partner like you. You are really a blessing to me! An answered prayer…a precious gift from above that I will forever cherish…

On our special day, I chose a very special song to offer you. This song clearly expresses my thankfulness for your Love…

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary Mahalko! I LOVE YOU SOOOO SOOO MUCH! God bless us & always keep the Faith!

 

You Changed My Life In A Moment

 

The nights the sky was filled with clouds

My worried mind was filled with fear

I couldn’t count all the lonely hours

Spent with memories and tears

 

I never thought I would see the day

When I could throw all my sorrow away

But then you came and you showed me the way

You have made all those times disappear

 

CHORUS:

You changed my life in a moment

And I’ll never be the same again

You changed my life in a moment

And it’s hard for me to understand

With the touch of your hand in a moment of time

All my sorrow is gone….

 

I never thought that I could change

Could change so much in so many ways

I’m still surprised when I look in my mirror

To see that I still look the same (CHORUS)

 

Happy Anniversary My Iddu!